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Where should I find myself  Where should I go I have lost myself in pieces  In every setback, in every  low.. How to collect myself back again  When my original self already began to wane... A part of me is with the children around  No longer mine yet somehow found  Those dreamy eyes of that young girl Showing me my part left in some whirl.. A little bit of me is left in that new bride Yet I have changed taking this in stride... This transformation is not overnight  This is inevitable and will remain till this world is in sight  Amita Joshi 

 You haven't gone yet  You never did right??? You left a part of yourself with me Not for nothing at the end can there be this light... I hear someone leaving this world  My heart starts rooting for you again  The efforts of time to have passed, all  seem to be in vain. After the tears dry up I recollect myself again.... Again.... Only to break a little more violently for the next time.. Yelling screaming, weeping looking for some new mime.... If I had to put up with the pain of your leaving....may be ....may be I could have pulled it... How do I deal with your memories that come and then threaten to go once more I am at the end of my wit... Navigating my way to fight this grief  I find myself lost again as grieving for you brings you back momentarily that's where lies my relief  Amita Joshi